SomEthiNg Inside Of My HeaD…

Hurm..its Like 4.38 am in the MorniNg… yaH…i shud Be asleeP, But sya BLum lGi P tdUR… erM…  sO bOred that i deCidEd TO dO my BLoG la… sUmtImes i feeL lIke a TotaL idiOt because… i dUnt know wHy, But sUMhow i Like The feeliNg of beinG DePReSsed wif Love… stuPid huH?? i kNow.. aLL My Life…Love is a failuRe for Me.. haveNt get tO meet Mr.Right.. -_-.. jiwanG eH..sIt! wakakakkak! sya RAsa kaN… the feeliNg of beinG frUst wif Love is SoMehOw…. i Like it when i felt thaT waY…. lol… suka BTuL maw pikir pKara Yg sedih2..dGr2 laGu sedih sambiL FrusT saturaNg saNa..wakakakakk!! taLkiNg aBoUt sONgs.. i was JusT wONderiNg… if u GUys dGR laGu kaN… TRus teringt soMeOne or aNy kejadian ka… sBb… kaLu sya..BNyk ni laGu yG kasi sya Ingt baLik Ni sama memori lama ataU certain urNg… Haha~ nda la bnYk BUt…TgK LisT duLu :

 Piupusan Sogisisom,Nokosuai GinawoKu,kirORo- teriNgat sinta laMa sya saNa kpNg..wakakakakaka!!

25minutes- i ingT my dad Pla…he lOve That sONg…. sLalu dGr time kisiL2 dlm krita..

auKU insaN GumaaB-ni PUn kasi iNgt sya sinta pertaMa sya… aDeSs….

wasted,big girls dont cry- ni LaGu laGi la… kasi iNgt sYa time baLik kpNg pakai krita sBb, time On the waY ..sya dgR ni laGu dlM mp4 sya…dats why, whenever i heaR this soNg..MMg inG kaMpung… uhuhuhu~

 nokuro- nGehehehehe..ni laGu Pla..reminds me Of muMMy sya Pnya yoUnger  brother d kpng… dia mnanG e2 suganDoi time kaamtan nyaNyi ni laGu… RNdu kmpNg tRus.. :S

ku tetap cinta yesus selamanya- LoO..ni laGu sya dGR…time d kmpNg juga..duraNg Bt e2 sukaNeKa utk kaamtaN…duraNg p pasNg Ni laGu..1st dGr trUs sya jtUh siNta… biaRpun sya Bkn christiaN… hehe~

memOries-within teMptatiON- naH..ni laGu laGi La..kasi iNGt sya Time… paalinG firsT sya meN chaTtiNg..hOhO..chattiNg d MSn sambiL dgr ni laGu..lOl..

okoN kOh winOnsOi woNsOi-danny f malinGgi- woOOHOoO.. nI laGu la Yg Bt sya jtUh sInta ma urang2 kaDus!!! heheheh~ ni la laGu yg sya dGr sana carta dusUn biarpun sya nda PahaM.. jTuh sinta tRus sama e2 laGu… thUn 2006..ujuNg tahun 2006 owh…waa..lama sdH.. heraN..pndai NyaNyi dusuN..tPi sakap dusun..lanGsuNg gagaL.awkawkwakawk!!

karma-cokeLat- reMinds me Of my kazen2 llKi jaMmiNg Ni laGu… 1st time sya NmPk uraNg jammiNg live band…wahahahahahaha… sakai eH… -_-

kekekeke…maw LisT laGi,,BNyK owH sya rasa…. i Miss The PasT… BUt whaTever Pun… u cant turN back Time…JusT walk forwArd and tRy To achieVe uR dreaMs.. :).. 4.54am sdh owH.. bgus sya P MoDoP..haha… nda lama ni mata jdi mCm panda sdH… wahaahahhaha… k…Nyte…. KopisanangaN tOtuONg(MuMMy sya ajaR..ekeek)

p/s: bLoG sya Xda2 Bha… wkakawkawkawkaw!!!!

huhu..laMa nda isi Ni bLoG..Lupa ni kdNg2.. NewaY…Mcm besa iduP sya d KL…BOred…LoneLy…erM2..LoneLy sbb Xda Frens Yg samA kapaLA Ni…huhuhu… smua bdak sabaH yg sya Jmpa triP Kl uda Ni…haiz…Kin maLu siJa… ckap kaL..TPi ada sampUr2 Mcm ‘AnU’,'Nda’..wuakakakak!! Lucu ButuL OwH… sejaK d kL kaN…MMg saya sLalu be awaRe Of My enviroNmeNt… Lol… di tmpaT UraNg..mnaTaw TerJmpa UraNg2 saBaH kaN..SkaLi TGk..isk..sMua triP2 KL..kin mlas Ni…  sya ButUl2 araP owH…camPus d saBAH nnTi ada uda BidanG sya… kaLu ada kaN..KomPOM TRus baLik sabah Ni…aahahhaha.. skrNg Pun  sya jRNg uda Nngis2…sBb NNti Nexdt mOnTh Pun sya BaLik laBuan..cuti satu Mnggu TPi kna sRuh juga baLik laBuaN Ni..daddY nda sRUh kaN kaLu saturaNg… he Wud saY.. ‘No NiD,Balik laBuaN Only’…LoL… jdi pelaNggan ttaP aiRasia sdH Nih…hahahaha…

arI TuH… dsBbkaN BuriNg …sya kasi temaN One Of my freN…yg sya knal d IRc…gurL la OPkos…dia dtNg p KL Utk holidaY… mMg lama uda kaMi kuntik2 ..cUma BuLum Jmpa… jdi.. kira RapaT JUga la.. sO..kMi maw P jMpa kawN bHa..d sungei wanG la Kunu..TGGu Pnya TGGu…dia nda dTNg…huhuhuhu…. TRUs…kami plaNniNg maw P tmpat dia la… pasL dia PnaT kaRaJa Bha..Tula nda dtNg….ahahahaha..sO..kami dua Ni maw P tmPaT dia la…Byngkan la..sdH la dua2 nda taw Papa…maw Jln la p tampaT jaUh..daRi Kl senTraL kaMi neK kTM p NilaI..pnya jaUh..wakakakkaak!! nsiB nda ssaT..tPi sIuK juga la..sBB sya Tia pNh laGi p saNa…sampai taMpaT kawN… jaM 5… Trus maw baLik p kL senTral kami jln jam 9 g2 la..saMpai KL seNtraL jaM 10 lebih G2…pnaT la..dLm kTm sdH ngaNtuk2 Ni…hahah..But iT was fuN…lOl..nasib nda ssaT la.. BUt kaLu daDdy sya taw sya P jaUh2 daRi tMpaT sya stdY..KomPOm kana MraH Ni…huhu.. daT day pUn sya ikUt kawaN sya p baLiK jOHor..ni gara2 taKUt kUnun..sBb ni rumaH mcM maKin hauNted..wakakaka..maYbe imaginasi jaK Bha..nasiB daDdy nda mrH… huhuhuhu…BUt i know he’s sO woRried…mumMy sya laGi la…”waa…kalu g2..kaw sdh sampai JoHOr laiTu?” hahahaha… BUt aNywaY… sya tia maw ikUt sdH baLik JohOr..kin taKut kalu Mlm2..BNyk ni Luri2 basaR…lajU laGi Tu bas drive..adeSs…BUt anywaY… beiNg In KL is suMtimes fuN and suMtImes nOt…

2 minGgU keNa bagi cuTi..sya kasi taMbah 2 MnGgu …. mlas Bha sya maw baLik Kl awaL.. i duNt know Y in the 1st pLace I chOose a place That is faR from My family and i duNt Know anyboDy here… kdng2 saya menYesaL Juga…TPi…pa BLeH buaT kan… beiNg here… am trYiNg To be indePendeNt..haha…slaLu ada daddY, muMmy Or my sisTers To heLp me, But Not Now… kMriN sya baru baLik daRi laBuaN, tpi aFter 1 MoNtH sYa baLik laGi p laBuaN…. tPi cutI satu mNggu jaK… daDdy sRuH balik…jdi sya baLik la.. saya taw dia taKUt Sya jdi MCm one Of the wild girlS in KL…doIng unheaLtHy activiTies…i gUess…thats Y he alwaYs ask me To gO bacK laBuaN wheNever i holidaY… tPi…ok Juga La…nda Juga sya Nngis2 Rndu2 family sya talaMpaU… wahahahaha… roomaTe sya slalu teGur, Knp sya slaLu Nngis… hOmesick kaN…tU la bha uraNg Nngis.. samPaI dia laNg laGi… dia anaK maNJa, tpI nda Juga dia Nngis slalu… Bha..Mmg la bha..becaUse U haVe uR SisTeRs here NeaR you`!!!! damM It eH~!! Mlas sya kdng2… benci kuNUn tGk uraNg NnGis,,,kaLu Bnci diam2 LA Bha… biaR la bha sya NnGis saturaNg… heheheheheh…. i admit that i aM a cry baby… Mmg pUn… sO whaT… nda KAN maw TahaN sija… saturaNg d bandar yg basaR … iTs NoT easY as yOu tiNk…  Mcm sya lang tdi..nda taw knP sya p pliH utK stdy sNi… maYbe at that time sya fkir yG i caN hidUp Bha d bandar Ni…. gadis kaMpuNg dari laBuaN p bandar basaR…  aNywaY… sya haraP…lama2..nda laGi sya NnGis kaLu baLiK Kl la… wahahahahha….